iHateeeIt. 10/18/2009
Don't you hate it when... You screw up really bad, And the other person wont forgive you. And they wont talk to you ever. They accuse you of being immature, When in reality they're the immature one. When you say you don't care, But you're only fooling yourself. When it's all over silly little things that happened when I was a: Gawky, insecure, careless, stupid Little kid. And now you can't apologize in person, Because everytime you see them, You get really nervous. And talking to him would ruin his rep or whatever. You want so bad to get past it, But he can't. And the guilt is devouring you. And you want to die. He's never going to forgive me. And I shouldn't care, But I do. And that hurts more than any insult. That's what hurts the worst. I don't need you to love me, I don't need you to like me, I just want you to not hate me. Stop remembering. What I did was stupid. But I was young and naiive. Get over it. Now that I've written this, I don't care so much after all. Psssh. :\ CommentsLeave a Reply | ArchivesCategories |
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